Oct 24th

I look back and realize how much laughter filled up my life. There's countless moments where I couldn't stop laughing with my favorite people. Sadly, those people are not in my life anymore. One time I could not stop laughing would be the summer of 2023, at an old friends apartment. Those few months of my life were the best, I had made my first real friends and we were preparing to perform at my friend's quinceanera. There practicing with us, was Gilly. He brought out so much laughter I never knew I had. I could never keep a straight face around him. One day we were all at this friend's house late like always, outside practicing in the parking lot. I cannot remember exactly what happened but he was just goofing off with his friends while me and my friends were about to pee ourselves. He made sure everyone around him had a smile on their face. My friend Guillermo sadly passed away March 12th, of last year. He never failed to bring out my smile and he left me with many memories, including ones where I just could not stop laughing.

Summary: I will never take these moments for granted again, but I do wish I would've appreciated these moments at the time. I want nothing more but to go back to those days but that being impossible leaves me to dwell on the past. 

Reflection: As I continue to search for that feeling of joy, I remind myself to live in the moment and enjoy the journey that I am currently experiencing.

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